E01 · State of Mind 1h
1/23/1997
Afraid that South African authorities still want him, Darryl begins recalling his politically oppressive childhood in his former home.
E02 · Beauties at the Patmore Deluxe 1h
1/30/1997
Darryl's mind is flooded with boyhood memories of fighting at school, his love of a white girl and the arrests of Boytjie and Russell on charges of murder.
E03 · The Visitors and the Wedding 1h
2/6/1997
After a run-in with David, Darryl recalls his brother's clandestine political activities in Soweto and Boytjie facing formal charges of murder.
E04 · Them Charges 1h
2/13/1997
Darryl's publisher plans to add text to his book that the author finds unacceptable.
E05 · A Black and White Christmas 1h
2/20/1997
When Darryl fears that a man he sees talking to Lerato has been following him, he remembers a man he saw knifed in South Africa and Boytjie's murder trial.
E06 · Who Was Jan Van Riebeeck? 1h
2/27/1997
Despite David's insistence, Darryl is reluctant to join the Canadian anti-apartheid movement; Darryl recalls his days in boarding school.
E07 · Blacks and Play-Whites in the Suburbs 1h
3/6/1997
Rosa worries about Darryl's obsession with the man following him; Darryl remembers Veronica's decision to pass as white and live in the suburbs.
E08 · Dead Mothers and Garden Boys 1h
3/13/1997
Darryl considers speaking at a protest at the South African consulate, which prompts him to remember how easy it is to become an enemy of the state.
E09 · Liberals, Radicals and Death 1h
3/20/1997
With suspicions that Sipho is in trouble in South Africa, Darryl remembers the government seizing his grandmother's house and David being wounded in the army.
E10 · The Fountain of Pain 1h
3/27/1997
Darryl recalls the effects his political activities had on his late father when he receives a call from his mother still living in his native South Africa.
E11 · First Love, Then War 1h
4/3/1997
Darryl debates whether to return to South Africa when his safety cannot be guaranteed.
E12 · First Love, Then War 1h
4/10/1997
While returning to South Africa for his father's funeral, Darryl remembers how he was smuggled out of the country.
E13 · To Die For 1h
4/10/1997
Special Branch agents confront Darryl when he arrives in South Africa; David admits to his clandestine work for the government.